i hate this so much !
i really do i cant stand the feeling inside of me
i feel so used
so angry
sad
and very little happiness
i cant even talk about it to you because
i dont know why i just refuse to even try to talk to you
i dont even want to talk to my best friend about it any more
because i feel like a broken record
i want so bad to make that memory go away to bury it forever
and there is so much i want to say to you
but to be honest if i even have to see you
im just going to really want to hit you
im sure even then it wont help what i feel
theses emotions are killing me slowly eating me alive
taring my heart and my mind to shreds
i want so bad to be in your arms again
huh but because of her i’ll never get that chance
but do i really want it this is just a little taste
of the pain you can cause me
i dont think i want a full douse of what you can do
i try to keep my mind and myself busy but it just doesn’t work
thoughts of you creep into my head
i wish i didnt have emotions
tonight i’ll go to sleep with you on my mind
i’ll awake every so often still with you haunting my thoughts
and when the lite shows through my window
i’ll wake from a restless sleep with you still running through my head